I am aware that no one person is perfect, as I cannot do it right all the time. In as much as I believe so much in positive feelings and expectations, I still find myself in some sort of difficult helplessness. It becomes worst when the very persons you would go for solution turn their back on you, not because they cannot help out, but because they are obviously tired of you being around them. I am not a mind reader, but because I have been in situations when I needed to help someone in some small ways, rather than left them in a damned helplessness.